And the stars in our oceans become the stars in our eyes

I don't think you understand what I would do for any Neck deep or Basement merch.

Lately at my school there has been alot of fights. So many that we arnt aloud to stay after school or come early to school no matter what reason.
There was a fight yesterday between 2 girls. One of the girls broke 3 ribs, had 2 teeth get knocked out and her stretchers ripped from her ears. The only reason why they were fighting is because they liked the same boy. There was another fight between 2 people were one of them accidentally knocked over the other persons fake baby and one of them got a concussion from their head being slammed on the ground.
I never understood why people fight physically over small problems. Especially at school. I heard these kids infront of me the other day talking about how this girl and another were 'beefin' so they were planning to fight her. But let me remind you that the girl they were planning on beating up is a 14 year old girl who is pregnant. But that girl fights other girls all the time and smokes pot behind the school gym.
There are so many freshman girls who are pregnant at my school, theres even a good amount who have already had abortions.
I promise you that I go to a good clean school its just the people who make it sound horrible.
 
But other than people almost going into comas ive discovered new bands like
Ice nine kills
For all those sleeping
The skints
Neutral milk hotel
The moldy peaches
Us from outside
Hadouken
and I think you guys should go listen to them

I know I havent been on in so long its just that ive been so angry lately that I couldnt even figure out how I was feeling. But its all better now since I know what im angry at and why I am angry about that thing.
In my English class these people around me kept talking about how they cant wait to move out when they are 18 and how much they hate their parents because they make them vacuum or do laundry. I said 'Maybe you should be thankful for your parents instead for providing you with a home, clothes, and food and maybe do the dishes every once in awhile.' They all started yelling at me about how I should shut up and stop trying to act all superior and to of course kill me self for sucking up to my parents.
I remember last Christmas when I was wrapping gifts for my sister and my mom came in my room and she asked if I ever felt sad if I didnt get enough for Christmas and I said Of course not, I don't know why I would.
All my parents want is for me and sister to be happy they don't want me and my sister to grow up in a broken home like they did. Like my Warped tour ticket came last friday and my mom took me shopping the next day because she thought I needed a nice outfit for warped tour. Or one time my dad made me pancakes and he felt because there was no syrup so he went up the store and bought some. I was brought up by good people and I am just so thankful for every thing they have ever done for me.
Most of the kids I go to school with always complain about how their parents didnt get them the right pair of shoes or the right phone that they wanted. It just makes me so angry. I know alot of my friends are being emotionally or physically abused at home and would kill to have parents that actually try and help you succeed at life and try their best to make you happy but I DUNNO MAN I JUST CANT
 
Yesterday I went with my mom to a yard sale and they had all this ribbon in a box for sale. The woman who was selling the stuff had a baby that was walking around. I was looking at the box of ribbon and the baby came up the box and fell inside and she kept handing me strands of ribbon to put on my head like she was. The baby kept laughing and putting ribbon around my neck and she would try and tie them really tight. She even put rope around my neck and basically almost strangled me with it. So basically I almost died because a baby tried to choke me because I felt bad if I stopped her
thank u baby thank u